Weblog
Thursday, 03 June 2010
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keeping track of my accounts and all
Hotmail
fcwy1@hotmail.com
Formspring to ask Qns
http://www.formspring.me/fcwy1
twitter
https://twitter.com/Fcwy1
Blogspot for Christian blog
cccyouthdevotions.blogspot.com
tumblr blog
fcwy1.tumblr.com
xanga blog
fcwy1.xanga.com
plinky for Qns
http://www.plinky.com/people/fcwy1
skype
fcwy12
Im gonna go to tumblr to post instead of here. might come back once in a while if tumblr doesn't work out. if not, fcwy1.tumblr.com will be my new blog
Saturday, 29 May 2010
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I think i on my lappy, went online, just to talk to u and do nothing else.
I wish time would speed up and we would already have spent lots of time together. Ironically, i wish time would slow down and we could spend more time together.
I'm so busy these days i don't have time to sit down for myself and think. ppl ask me how's life and i realised the words that come to my brain are:" i don't know! no time to think abt it!"
i just want a free day to lie down with someone and just spend time as clouds go by and the stars appear.
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
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Thanks for checking up on me. I wish you could be my close friend or even my best friend. i NEED ppl like you.
I miss talking on the phone so bad. But i'm so busy and tired. sigh.. i don't even have free time for myself at home nowadays.
work is killing me. Sometimes it is not a good idea to do too many things at once. maybe i shld just concentrate on poly.
i NEED the friends i had again, at least similar.
Embarrassment, what is it? It's to be of ashamed of something you do, whether unintentionally or intentionally. Why be embarrassed?
i hate it when ppl hide things from me. then they think i don't know. sigh....
Now that it's fulfilled, i'm happy for u lots! missing u!
If you knew the results of all that you do, would u still do it? if it hurt you but made everyone around you happy? if it hurts u and ur loved ones but in the long-term benefits them?
Why i can't trust you. cos u always look at the short term or swayed by feelings. even if the short term might not seem good, the long term is good.
i wouldn't trust another me. With great power comes great responsibility.
Monday, 10 May 2010
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too many thoughts on my mind. too much to handle. handle, myself, handle others. i broke down, both mentally and physically.
everytime i want to run away, it's an important day the next day. worst mother's day ever. :(
thks to those who has been there. :D
Maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me, u could be my wonderwall
30yrs of commitment, idk if i should. sigh....
i miss the ppl i had.
i hope we can all pull true together!!! jia you!
Thursday, 06 May 2010
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And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
--ppl don't understand and hence gossip.
i really hope u're ok and i just wish i could be there with u.
It feels so right in the lib
Saturday, 01 May 2010
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People around me who i choose are always so sweet and nice, they make the best of friends. Some takes time while others are really fast. I don't ever want to lose anyone. My heart has been broken many times already. for those who are still in progress, i wish i could overnight just become the best of friends. i want to, but it's not me. i have lots of issues with my own character and cannot force emotions.
When i say i love you, it means as a good friend.
i really hope you are ok... sigh... idk what to do. plz give us a month.
new record for talking on the phone. im exhausted. somehow it feels so right.
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
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gonna try sound card as cca.
I can't help but keep thinking back. Other then P4, the last 3yrs have been the best with the best ppl who i miss and still love, even when they don't exist anymore.
Looking for the next one, not to replace anyone, but to add on into my life.
why are we so childish. spamming nudges in class, sending music so tat it will play thru msn. when will we grow up with childish talk and get out of the small world of our own desires and gaming. When will we learn to use proper language tat does not offend? when will we just be simple as children, pure in heart and mature in thinking like adults? we're neither.
Friday, 23 April 2010
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All these years whenever i enter i new environment i always meet someone who i can click with well. we can talk a lot and all and i feel comfortable sticking to the person. But then as time goes on, the unexpected always happens and i end up being close to ppl i never talk to and the person who i thought i would stick with doesn't become my close fern. Now, i really hope this doesn't happen again. i want the new ferns i've made to be become close to me over time, even if it takes time.
thurs and fri of school is the 1st time of everything.
school makes no sense sometimes with things like 1+1=10. so many projects, tutorials and work to do. i feel stressed. still not sure what cca to join.
replanning my run away plan. i'm not to be tested when i'm pissed.
3 diplomas in 3yrs, sure! why not? :)
if u read this and u are free on 5 june, sms me immediately!!
Sunday, 18 April 2010
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God is awesome. He told a youth, who hardly knows me, that i was sad and to pray for me. i know it's impossible for him to tell unless God told him. 2nd, my internet keep on having problem and on fri onwards i had no internet. After trying all methods, today i finally decided to pray and then immediately the internet stopped showing red and changed to green. When i don't have the answers, i know my God has.
If i cry tonight, that would be the 5th time in 7 days. when i can't sleep, i tend to think of the past and then cry myself to sleep.
I have been looking back at my past 3 years. Best i ever had thanks to the best of friends. i know it will be a long while before i can find the same kind of ppl, maybe 3yrs, 5yrs, or maybe never.
i like justin beiher's baby song.
when i thought u didn't care, u did.
i'm still waiting for u.
U know part of me cos i've shown u
twitter is so useful for me when i can't blog. esp since i like to blog 1 line by 1 line.
macbook soon!! love nyp's free softwares. start school tmrw.
Monday, 12 April 2010
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I'm really afraid when i foresee stuff, but what can i do? Just wait for it.
macbook pro and install windows 7 or fujitsu lightweight and install mac os x? No matter what i'll have both operating systems.
Should i or should i not? i'm just waiting to see if i can trust before i make my decision.
so tired. my body is weak! i need to exercise more.
i only show care when i feel i'm needed. But actually, i always do care still.
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